If there is anything that I miss from my previous lives it has to be the time I was calm enough to notice what I am doing. Now, I am torn between thoughts of dissolution and thoughts of trying to be tied to a particular relationship and particular place. Life, as it is right now, is not good. But life, should not be easy, so there I go. There are things to explain, amends to make, divorce to finish.
Ties are too deep. The space that ties is confusing. I am making an attempt to let the thoughts clear out. For the rest, I can wait. Waiting may prove that I am doing good.
Liking: Dr. Dre
Thinking: What do you do when you do not want it?
Watching: The Blue Room